Yeah, I'm still alive. I swear, every time I make a post like that, I feel committed to actually committing suicide, but I never end up actually doing it. The reasons why are because people support me, and I don't feel the strength to do it

I am tired of living and I might just finally put it all to an end today. What started as a joke ended up being something for someone to make me pissed about. I'm not gonna go into detail on it because nobody will understand, as what happened with the joke. I haven't been with any of my "friends", but I tried to start a joke with one person, ONE FUCKING PERSON, and it goes wrong! At first, I felt like we were friends when the school year started, but not anymore. If only I hadn't made that joke, I wouldn't have to resort to this. But, I'm left with no choice. Now that cunt is spreading misinformation about me that is fucking bullshit. The only way to prevent being an outcast from absolutely everyone is to commit suicide, which is exactly what I'm going to try and do when I get home, because nothing else works, and I don't deserve to live anyway after the shit I've put everyone through. No matter what anyone says, you can't change my mind now. I'm sorry for just about everything I've ever done, you won't have to worry about me ever again. If I make a post later today, it's probably going to have something to do with what I've planned to kill myself with. I don't deserve this shitty life anymore, and I'm done with it.

I thought that I'd do something for shits and giggles, and that thing is saying a buncha requested lines as the South Park character, Eric Cartman. Please leave your ideas in the comments, and I'll see if I can say the lines requested

Like, not just as a comic character of mine, but, as, like, an ACTUAL person. I've taken some time to think about it, and I'm sure that she would be almost exactly the same as she is in my comics: a kind, heartwarming girl who wishes to change the world, a girl who is in love with me, for some reason, and, she's from Japan. Who knows? There may be someone out there who is like her in all of those ways... or something, I don't know, I can't think of anything good to post today lol

sonic plush meets lego mario

i changed my background wallpaper

Thanks to everyone who has supported me throughout my last post, even though only some of the comments were the things that helped, and most of the other comments were just two people in an argument (I'm not gonna say names, because that would be even more rude, and it's already rude enough that I brought up the argument in the first place). I'd like to also extend a personal thank you to @oziasmason , @KhaosKitsune617 , and @seeko29 for making your respective posts (I haven't forgotten about the post from @THESOUTHSIDE100 , still appreciate it). Oh yeah, I also want to thank @CIEIRMusic for supporting me. I'm starting to feel a little better now, and I apologize if my rant concerned anybody too much. Still, thanks for supporting me in my darkest times! I really do appreciate it, and I hope that you all have better days than I do.

I am sick and goddamn tired of people assuming I'm gay. Those goddamn motherfucking cunts at school don't even give at least half a shit about my feelings! It's not like my actual friends have done anything to help, either. At this point, I shouldn't even be on here, because all I've done is cause problems. I am fucking done, and I am at the point of where I want to go and fucking hang myself, blow my fucking brains out with a goddamn gun, or cut myself multiple times until I die of fatal blood loss because I'm so fucking pissed, and I can't stand living any longer. And if I can kill myself now, nobody will ever make fun of me ever again, and I'll finally be left alone. And maybe those fucking cunts will feel sorry that they made fun of a person to the point where they fucking killed themselves. Fucking sluts. I feel like nothing else I do will work, wether that's yelling as loud as possible, or some other goddamn shit. Suicide is my best option, and it's probably the only option I have left.

he's gaming

I've become very impatient, and I'm tired of waiting for my appeal to be read. I'm doing music work on a deadline here!! At this point, I'm convinced that my appeal will never be read. So, I have decided to resort to creating an alternate account, which is @diamondmanpixelmusic . That is where my future music is going to be. For now, at least, until the goddamn appeal is read!! Like, seriously, what is taking so long? It would make more sense to just ban me from the Audio Portal for a week or something