Jalex5 2025-01-31 22:28:03

I'm sorry life is like this for you right now, and I hope what ever I'm about to write doesn't sound cliche or cringe or ungenuine, but things will get better. I checked your profile, you're the same age as me, 16. If we assume everyone lives up to 80, you still got 64 years of opportunity for good things to come. I know that during these feelings, it's hard to imagine anyone sees your worth, and anything negative said or directed at you feels like a punch to the gut, but people do care about you, people do see your worth, they just maybe don't show it all the time. I know what suicidal ideation is like, I hated everything about me and my life last summer, but it passes, and when you know these thoughts are temporary, they're a lot easier to manage, it's one of the main reasons I'm still alive. Think about you're future, what you want it to be, weather it's a dream job, a relationship, or something else. If you focus on that, it can help as a distraction from these thoughts. All being said, at the end of the day, I don't know what's influencing your thoughts, what's caused you to want to die. The best I can say is please find someone to talk to about this, a family member, a school counselor, or just someone online. If you want to talk, while I can't guarantee I'll always be on this site, I'll try my best to respond. Just, promise me you won't kill yourself, I am honestly really worried for you, and I hope one day things are better for you.

ChristianG1115 2025-02-01 08:11:31

I genuinely hope you feel better and you aren't alone. there is always someone who will love you and care about you. I promise it will get better. <3

Yatsufusa 2025-02-01 03:45:47

This may surprise you, but I see these kinds of posts frequently enough that I have incorporated them into my FAQ:

Yatsufusa's Frequently Given Replies
https://yatsufusa.newgrounds.com/news/post/1487260
(Search for "I am pondering/announcing to intentionally cause my own death (suicide).")

Get well.