I do not have to be a psychologist to see that, if you do not learn to cope with life without interacting with literal strangers on the internet every day, then you are heading for some kind of meltdown.
Imagine if current US president Trump were to shut down the internet for all citizens under 18. That's something that 'actually could happen' with a dictator like him...
I'm not saying: "Never rely on others" - but judging from the few posts I read from you, you need help. The help only people you see in your offline life can give you.
Jalex5
If you don't mind me asking, why does taking a break make you more stressed?
Diamondmanpixel76
the way i see it, there's two reasons now:
1. i get concerned that i need to make more content than i can handle once i get back (it doesn't help that i feel like i owe everyone at least 10 months worth of it)
2. everything else around me seems to get more stressful