Happiness doesn't exist. Peace doesn't exist. Nothing positive exists. Every day, I'm constantly reminded of who I am, and what purpose I serve. I'm nothing but a liar and a thief who just causes problems for everyone around me. Nothing will ever change for me, no matter how much I wait. I'll never be well ever again, and I'm still here just to suffer.
content man, dewd. expect all kinds of stuff here, dewd. i also become depressed at least five times a year, dewd.
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Kyle Broflovski
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I'm very close to just giving up.
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You are not a liar and a thief, at least not from what I've seen. You're a creative guy who's made countless art, music, and videos, all of which seem original. And I see that you are self aware enough to see the faults of your past self, and if you were still just a liar and a thief who just causes problems for everyone around you, you wouldn't be able to make that observation. The past is that, just the past. It does have an effect today and in the near future, but it doesn't have to effect your whole life. Please just find someone to talk to about this IRL, weather it's family or a school councilor, because someone cares about you and are willing to help you. I wish there was a way I could help, but at the end of the day, I'm a random online user. Please, talk to a therapist.
I all honesty, I do not think that trying to talk about this to random strangers in the vaguest of terms is working out for you. Every time I read a post from you you seem more distressed. A break from the interactive parts of the online world for more than a week might be good for you. Maybe find a show you like that lets you take a mental break for a while.
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Look buddy, happiness, peace and positivity exist. It's just that we live in a world where society is dumbing down and becoming backwards. The world is big obviously you will find bad things but you will eventually find good things in life. Don't be so negative about it and forget all about it and live your life, focus on your passion that you enjoy.
HeadsetDude
Dude don't say that! If there is a problem, there's always a way. Is there anything we could do to help ya man?