It's been ten years since the last time I've legitimately made my parents happy. I feel like such an ungrateful piece of shit. I have never once said "thank you", or shown any other forms of gratitude towards them. I crashed out a little about it earlier today and my mom got a little irritated about it and said I only did it for attention, which proves to me once and for all that she doesn't actually care about me. I shouldn't even be living if that's the case, because, the way I see it, if my family doesn't care about me, then nobody ever will. I'm on antidepressants, but I don't think they're working.
content man, dewd. expect all kinds of stuff here, dewd. i also become depressed at least five times a year, dewd.
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Kyle Broflovski
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Jalex5
it's never too late to start showing appreciation to your parents. Prove to your parents you aren't ungrateful, that you do appreciate all they do for you, even if it's just saying "Thank you". Not sure what you crashed out about, but unless it was something truly devastating and tragic, your mom saying you've done it for attention doesn't mean she hates you or doesn't care about you, my mom has said and done worse and I know she cares about me. People just say things they don't mean when frustrated. And people do care about you, depression just makes you think they all hate you and despise you in secrete. If they hated you that much, you wouldn't even be able to be on Newgrounds or even have a roof above your head. Your family loves you and they care about you, stop believing they don't. Plus, as meaningless as this is gonna sound, I care, if I didn't, I wouldn't spend half an hour deciding what to say, reading over my words, and praying I don't say something wrong here that makes you feel worse, several times in several of your posts.