(Long text and potential trigger warning)

Okay, April is NOT a good month. I've lost a friend, another friend's dad won't let me see them, I had to make a new Twitter account, and on top of all that, my mom has been having to go to court and stuff. I've not been feeling very well about all this stuff happening recently, and I don't know what to do or how I can help. Only thing I know is that I shouldn't look forward to anything good except for the end of the school year, but even then, summer vacation is basically gonna be a long guilt-trip. I want something to change soon, because my life is getting ridiculous.